Drowning.

It's amazing how time starts to pass you by
All the little things you realized you never had to worry about when you were a tot.
Money. Bills. Responsibilities.
It's an eyeopener. It's reality
It's suffocating.
Worry this. Worry that. Can I pay for this? Can I buy that?
The world seems to be spiralling faster that I can run along its
hard
bumpy
rough 
surface.
Worst of it?
I know I'm not the only one
Pretending to face everyday without a care in the world.
My generation was babied; never was allowed to make out own decisions
"Coming-of-age" Rolls round, and we're expected to make "adult" decisions.
We don't know how to make our own choices.
We scratch at the surface of the water, drowning in responsibilities
But the pressure and the tension, we can't break through.
We. I, drown.